So I registered for 9 credit hours at WCC tonight. I may do 12 credit hours. I will be taking Fundamentals of Speaking, Intro to Psychology, and Integrated Algebra. Nothing too hard. So I called to tell my mom about it thinking she would be proud of me. I mean she has been so proud of my sister being 17 and taking college courses.

So I called and talked to my sister for a little while and she is really awesome about it. Then my mom called me back about an hour later and was freaking out telling me I can't do it and I am gonna burn myself out. So how come it always seems like I am compared to my father who can't hold down any jobs. I am nothing like him though. He can't hold a job for more than 2 weeks. I have been working at my day job for over 2 years now. My dad didn't go to college and uses excuses. I continue to try and pursue my education no matter how busy I am with work and life.

So why is it that I am expected to be terrible at everything? Kinda makes me feel worthless but at the same time it pisses me off enough to make me wanna prove everyone wrong. I have always proved people wrong in my life. I wasn't supposed to graduate high school. I was a class behind as a sophomore from graduating on time but I made up that class in my own time doing all the homework on my own.

I am just so sick of not having any support from people I feel like I should get unconditional support. How come I see other people get help from their parents and I get told I can't do it? I hate this crap.

The only days or nights I should be free from January til April will be Tuesday nights and Sundays. So my social life is gonna be lacking over the next few months. It has been slowing down a lot lately.