So I registered for 9 credit hours at WCC tonight. I may do 12 credit hours. I will be taking Fundamentals of Speaking, Intro to Psychology, and Integrated Algebra. Nothing too hard. So I called to tell my mom about it thinking she would be proud of me. I mean she has been so proud of my sister being 17 and taking college courses.

So I called and talked to my sister for a little while and she is really awesome about it. Then my mom called me back about an hour later and was freaking out telling me I can't do it and I am gonna burn myself out. So how come it always seems like I am compared to my father who can't hold down any jobs. I am nothing like him though. He can't hold a job for more than 2 weeks. I have been working at my day job for over 2 years now. My dad didn't go to college and uses excuses. I continue to try and pursue my education no matter how busy I am with work and life.

So why is it that I am expected to be terrible at everything? Kinda makes me feel worthless but at the same time it pisses me off enough to make me wanna prove everyone wrong. I have always proved people wrong in my life. I wasn't supposed to graduate high school. I was a class behind as a sophomore from graduating on time but I made up that class in my own time doing all the homework on my own.

I am just so sick of not having any support from people I feel like I should get unconditional support. How come I see other people get help from their parents and I get told I can't do it? I hate this crap.

The only days or nights I should be free from January til April will be Tuesday nights and Sundays. So my social life is gonna be lacking over the next few months. It has been slowing down a lot lately.

Friday night I worked until 3am and then I woke up at 7am to go down to Ann Arbor and tailgate for what I expected to be a great football game. Tailgating was fun. I hung out with some friends and really enjoyed it. The cold didn't bother me too much. So we watched the game and ate some good food. The game was a huge letdown though much like last years game.

After the game I went home and took a nap for about an hour and a half and then went to a party. I didn't feel like drinking though because I was so tired and my stomach was bothering me from drinking so much at tailgating. I sucked it up though and had a few drinks. It was a lot of fun with some exceptions lol. HFish kept waking me up by opening her phone in my face and talking. Then Chelseas cat didn't want me to sleep either. It kept coming up and batting me on the head.

Then Sunday I had to figure out who would go with me to the Lions game and I asked everyone but nobody could come or they didn't get back to me on time. So I ended up taking my father. If you know me thats not the best idea but that's ok. The game was cool and I did enjoy hanging out with him sorta. The Lions lost and played terrible. On top of that I got really annoyed on my way home. I did terrible in fantasy football, and in my pro pick'em league too.

Now it is Monday night and I really don't feel like watching Monday Night Football(that's a first). I tried to go to bed early but I couldn't fall asleep. I am trying to be happy about Thanksgiving and such but I have to work Wednesday night til 3am and then I have to get out to my moms house early in the morning. I am thinking about working on my 68 Mustang while out there depending on how I feel. Then after Thanksgiving dinner I can't continue my tradition of going to the movies because I have to work that night as well. Friday morning I may go out shopping early because it will only be an hour after I get out of work. Then I have to work Friday and Saturday night too. So while most people have those days off work I will be working. Kinda frustrating.

I have been feeling lately like I have no life and it is driving me nuts. Tonight I was thinking it's a good thing I have 2 jobs because I would be bored a lot more but now that I am bored maybe 2 times a week I wish I didn't work as much because I am losing touch with a lot of friends. In time things will work themselves out I guess it is just one of those transitional periods. A lot has changed in the last couple months.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

Tonight there is a party on Elm St. in Ann Arbor. Its between Geddes, and Washtenaw. I plan on being down there for a little bit. If you plan on going look out for me. If you want to go but don't know how to get there let me know. I won't have answers until around 6PM tonight.

 What is everyone doing for Halloween?